| | my fiance has been working ridiculous hours since he made partner. we used to talk on the phone all the time - now im lucky if i get 5 minutes without someone else calling him. he was happy to talk to me whenever i called - even if it was at 7am on a saturday morning (i have problems sleeping - i can only sleep for 4.5 hrs at a time. i dont know what it is. i need to schedule a sleep test.). now he puts his phone on silent on saturday and sunday mornings!!  when we were in college, i called him at 3 am when i was sick and couldnt sleep and he drove from agoura hills to granada hills to drop off medicine on my front porch!! now, he is glued to his blackberry like its his air supply.
i honestly thought id be ok with a workaholic husband but now im not so sure.
maybe ill change my mind when we have our own place to live. then i can be a workaholic with him. (when i can have my very own studio)
do you think you can get brain cancer from using your cell phone too much? i asked my aunt, who in an oncologist, and she said no.... but ... i dunno....
oh! and you know what else bugs me?? how he drinks diet coke all the time! that crap is sooo bad for you! (soda = devils juice!! hello~ havent you read skinny b*tch) i made him a mug (well i painted it) so he'd remember to eat lunch and drink water but he always forgets!! im thinking of making him take a big bottle of water to work everyday but what about during the times he's in trial (like right now)?
oh! let me tell youall a story about how i am growing up (finally!) 
so a couple of days before christmas, i was at the mall shopping for last minute christmas gifts when i saw my ex bf! i guess it probably doesnt seem like that big of a deal bc i havent explained the history behind the my past relationship ... and its too long to get into so i wont but ill just say that he was my first love - you know, the one that you never forget (aw~ haha). if it were a few years ago, i wouldve totally gone up to him, all happy to see him and tried to become friends with him again but i didnt. first of all, we were both with our significant others and i thought about how uncomfortable it might make him feel. and more importantly, how awkward eddie might feel (he knows the whole story btwn me and my ex). i refrained from running up to him (even though i really wanted to) and i just went about my business, picking up last minute gifts. i didnt even mention it to eddie.
:) after writing this, i realize this might not seem like a big deal to you guys, normal people, but to me, its a hugeee deal! ive always done whatever i wanted to, whenever i wanted to, to whoever i wanted to, however i wanted to!
well~ thats all. i am still on strike from wedding planning. ill snap out of it soon. ... i hope.
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