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i_love_eddie36
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Interests: architecture, photography, shopping, facials, any kind of japanese tea, my family & eddie.
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Occupation: architect
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Member Since:
12/26/2007
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| i have 4 months until the wedding
and my ffil is still fuckin crazy
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| must vent
my fsil is flippin crazy. i cant stand her!! omfg. someone PLEASEEEEEEE find her a boyfriend so she will leave me the hell alone!
e says that i (encouraged -or maybe i should say tolerated- by my family) am on the extreme end of the insensitive stick. i say: that his sister has major problems.
i have nowhere to vent. i now feel bad venting to my gf's about his sister. and i dont want to stress e out about his crazy ass sister. we've been through enough.
there are 6 months left and nothing is coming together!!!!!!!!!!!!
breathe in. breathe out.
I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL THIS WEDDING IS OVER! IM GOING TO DROP KICK HER IF SHE DOESNT STOP THIS CRAP! HELLO~ AND YOU WONDER WHY YOU DONT HAVE A BF!?? REALLY??!??!?!?!?!?!?!? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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| finally found a florist! going to mail in a deposit this wkend. :) horray~! will post pics of the sample. its not exactly what i wanted but i can definitely work with it. yessssssssssssss
now i just have to ....
1. rent chairs
2. rent linens
3. set appt with draping company
4. book engagement photo session w joe
5. book flights for engagement session for bay area
6. makeup trials
7. book dj
8. book band
9. make templates for the invitation & programs (ive found a letterpress place for printing already!)
10. find boxes for invites
11. make menus
12. figure out how to arrange dessert bar
13. find candles/candle holders
14. figure out to package dessert
15. find videographer
i feel bad spending so much money in this economy. :(
if i could have the wedding my way.... i would go to the sf city hall. then have the reception at a nice restaurant that over looks the city. :)
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im going to have a talk with my fsil this wkend (well... im going to email her). ive had enough of her crap. wish me luck. i hate fil's. ugh!
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| my fiance has been working ridiculous hours since he made partner. we used to talk on the phone all the time - now im lucky if i get 5 minutes without someone else calling him. he was happy to talk to me whenever i called - even if it was at 7am on a saturday morning (i have problems sleeping - i can only sleep for 4.5 hrs at a time. i dont know what it is. i need to schedule a sleep test.). now he puts his phone on silent on saturday and sunday mornings!!  when we were in college, i called him at 3 am when i was sick and couldnt sleep and he drove from agoura hills to granada hills to drop off medicine on my front porch!! now, he is glued to his blackberry like its his air supply.
i honestly thought id be ok with a workaholic husband but now im not so sure.
maybe ill change my mind when we have our own place to live. then i can be a workaholic with him. (when i can have my very own studio)
do you think you can get brain cancer from using your cell phone too much? i asked my aunt, who in an oncologist, and she said no.... but ... i dunno....
oh! and you know what else bugs me?? how he drinks diet coke all the time! that crap is sooo bad for you! (soda = devils juice!! hello~ havent you read skinny b*tch) i made him a mug (well i painted it) so he'd remember to eat lunch and drink water but he always forgets!! im thinking of making him take a big bottle of water to work everyday but what about during the times he's in trial (like right now)?
oh! let me tell youall a story about how i am growing up (finally!) 
so a couple of days before christmas, i was at the mall shopping for last minute christmas gifts when i saw my ex bf! i guess it probably doesnt seem like that big of a deal bc i havent explained the history behind the my past relationship ... and its too long to get into so i wont but ill just say that he was my first love - you know, the one that you never forget (aw~ haha). if it were a few years ago, i wouldve totally gone up to him, all happy to see him and tried to become friends with him again but i didnt. first of all, we were both with our significant others and i thought about how uncomfortable it might make him feel. and more importantly, how awkward eddie might feel (he knows the whole story btwn me and my ex). i refrained from running up to him (even though i really wanted to) and i just went about my business, picking up last minute gifts. i didnt even mention it to eddie.
:) after writing this, i realize this might not seem like a big deal to you guys, normal people, but to me, its a hugeee deal! ive always done whatever i wanted to, whenever i wanted to, to whoever i wanted to, however i wanted to!
well~ thats all. i am still on strike from wedding planning. ill snap out of it soon. ... i hope.
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| i cant believe its 2009!!!!!
omg this year is going to fly by!!!
i am more scared than excited!!!!
there are so many things to do!!!
i need to snap out of anti wedding mode!!!
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